I wish I could tell you that I had started…but the truth is I am back to square one…scared as hell. I can feel movement though, the ever so subtle progression to the truth of the matter…it’s going to be work to make this thing happen and I guess I wonder how prepared I might be…maybe it’s even truer to wonder how capable I might in fact be to pull it off. Coming to terms with this is the challenge…it’s like this internal negotiation to find the most agreeable conditions to proceed…which is of course bullshit, because really it’s just procrastination, lol. I just need to get to that point in the process that simply allows me to write and not be distracted by the sheer magnitude of it all…it seems like a lot, but I knew that going in and quite frankly I have to get at it and take it one word, one sentence, one paragraph…one page at a time.
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Lawrence Lewis
“Life is like the ocean, it goes up and down.” – Vanessa Paradis
About Lawrence Lewis
I do a number of things professionally...but most of all and the true purpose of what I do through "my work" is to provide for my family, be a good husband and great father, and try to make a difference as a world citizen...I guess it's not much more complicated than that 🙂