Sometimes…it feels like I will break…every breath aches.  No matter how hard I try, time won’t accelerate to my needs, and I loose my faith…people struggle, people I care about…and having seen the truth of the matter wrestle to put it back out of sight but of course I am denied.  This battle rages on inside and I am confined to this time and place…it’s all far too inadequate to the task…frustrated, I don’t want the world to see me, because it seems too unkind to have lived so well when others perish so easily.  Sooner or later I always give up forever for this little piece of the heaven…the closest I will ever be…so I smile and embrace all the love I can hold.  The rest of it falls away…I can’t fight the moment and the truth in the lies, and understand that everything is as it has to be.  This is how we know we are alive.

Be-Alive

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Lawrence Lewis
“Blessed are the hearts that can bend; they shall never be broken.”Albert Camus

About Lawrence Lewis

I do a number of things professionally...but most of all and the true purpose of what I do through "my work" is to provide for my family, be a good husband and great father, and try to make a difference as a world citizen...I guess it's not much more complicated than that 🙂