Alright…alright…I am trying to put it down without adding more shine. It seems a bit much to be sitting here in the front row of this shameful performance…trying to avoid the media desperately trying to keep my attention. It’s a whole other world of hurt…and it feels like sometimes it’s going to break my fucking spine. I got nothing left to make sense of what I see and still I have everything compared to those 26 souls ripped away…and the one lost soul that must suffer forever in the hell he created…and others in the hell created for them – I am not sure how to keep my composure in the face of it. I struggle and try to turn it off like it never happened…shamefully, so I can be free of it…fretfully trying to deny that this event has not already shifted my own reality…realigned my understanding of the universe – confirmed and denied certain truths. So I keep my attention on representing my own gospel…and surviving despite it all.
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Lawrence Lewis
“I have survived by representing these sufferings of mine.” – Lawrence Lewis
About Lawrence Lewis
I do a number of things professionally...but most of all and the true purpose of what I do through "my work" is to provide for my family, be a good husband and great father, and try to make a difference as a world citizen...I guess it's not much more complicated than that 🙂